Stair Case

by Josh Smith

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It begins familiar.
Dark, musty, but comfortable.
Somewhere amidst the laughter,
The smiles begin to grin
With teeth too big.
The eyes sunk in.
The stool jitters, then lurches.
I’m on a wave
Crashing up and down
Much to the delight
Of these cackling mad.

I grow sluggish,
Heavy enough to
Stop the movement.
Stool sinks to the floor
And I get up.
Or fall off
And haul my suddenly
Leaden form
Towards the back.

A familiar staircase
Comes into view.
I can picture the small apartment
Of a friend
Beyond the door at the top.
I begin my ascent,
Or at least I try.
I move slower
The farther I go.
Balance falls victim,
I slam against
The walls of this staircase,
Though it is by no means
Narrow.

The maniacal laughter
Returns at my back.
It closes in.
A glance down the stairs
Reveals a grin
And sunken eyes.
He just stops and stares
But I push
With all my will
To make it
Up these steps.
I strain beyond my capacity
But I remain there,
Unable to move,
Stuck to the wall,
Halfway up
This staircase.

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